Cre8tive Mojo fell in love

On April 2nd, 2016, I decided to go out after work to the bar across my apt for a drink. It was the week I decided I would go out alone and meet new people, because I was tired of staying in. The band, Forget The Whale, was playing. A few people were in the audience. The front seat was open, so I took it and ordered a SPANISH fetta cheese item. From the corner of my eye, I saw him. When I looked around, every girl was looking at him.

Looking like a total rock-star, he had this jacket, with a man cleavage showing shirt, tight jeans, tattoos and crazy hair. After the band's performance ended, I went up and chatted with them. Even though, I came alone, I felt so welcome by them. It was awesome. You know when you feel like you met your people.

So I was about to leave, and he stopped me near the bathroom. I don't remember what he said to me, other than I had spinach stuck in my teeth. It was random, but strangely enough that was the only thing he said that made me trust him a little. He was definitely on something that night. It freaked me out.

I was on my way out anyways, I had work the next day and didn't want to be hung over. He kept asking me to hang out longer---go to another bar with them. Seeing his pupils so dilated, I didn't want to go with him anywhere. Then, a female band member said, "He's a gentleman, don't worry! Just come!" And that is how it started.

We all hung out that night, and I had a great time. He left his number on my tax folder, and I wasn't planning on calling him again. One day, the next week, I came home really upset over something. I prayed to God. I said, "God I have been so many things to so many people, I just want to be myself for once." Tears rolled down my face, and the first thing that came into my mind was "Call _____".

my intuition was telling me something I couldn't ignore. I was happy I went with it, because I ended up falling in love. It was so random. Now, 5 months later, we just stopped talking. It hurts like hell. These last 5 months, I changed so much after meeting him. I was so happy to have him in my life, that my energy attracted more happiness. Yes, he told me we are only going to be friends, and I wanted more. I miss him, but know that it's best to always follow your intuition. Right now, it's saying to let him go.

XO

CRE8TIVE MOJO