CRE8TIVE MOJO'S NANEE JI (GRANDMA)!

My grandma from my mom side is the only one who is left and everytime I talk to her on the phone I know I just need to get married. I want her to see this before anything happens. It is important for me. I spoke to her today on the phone, she was cracking up when I told her I think it's time for me to really settle down. She said, "It's been time." We both laughed at my crazy non committing self and just like that, I just KNEW.

I think it was just a series of events this year that make me come to this realization that it's time to really trade in my bachlorette card for the marriage one. First it was my crazy unreal attachment to my neice, then falling in love for 5 mths, and now finally speaking to my Grandma to hear she's not doing that well. All the signs seem to point to getting married sooner than later.

Yet, I have so much work to do on myself--I have a lot of quirky hang ups---Like not knowing how to sleep next to a man, or that I can't see a guy more than 1 night a week, or how I just run off in an uber after a date or something saying I have work. It's been awhile since I decided to give someone quality time and not RUN off somewhere when it gets really close and intimidate.

The reason why I love her so much is because she has the best sense of humor ever. SHe's silly and quirky like me. We can just laugh for hours on the phone about nothing---mostly because my pubjabi sucks and she just laughs at me.

I love you my grandma and I will get it right for you!

xo

Cre8tive Mojo