Cre8tive Mojo had a rough week!

WELL...I am in middle of so much...things were going well....I started a new business, going on dates, and loving life.....THEN i called my FUCKING CRAZY ex-love. STUPID MOVE. I thought we both changed..however I was wrong. He showed me his true colors. I was just dispensable to him. Once he met his other friends, I was just invisible. He didn't see ALL the love I had to offer him and he NEVER will. Yet, this experience taught me PATIENCE, BOUNDARIES & most of all, SELF-LOVE. I kept a distance from him emotionally. Every time he messed up, it affected our relationship. The truth is: He meant so much to me, so that is why I was able to change for the better. Yet, he didn't feel the same way, so I couldn't influence him..at all....MAYBE MY ABSENCE WILL. Who knows? And, I am done caring.

Then, I lost my cat Sanju. He was GONE for 1 1/2 days. I was on the BRINK of an emotional break down. He is the LOVE of my life. I was afraid to go home, because the feeling of walking in and him not being there---KILLED me. SO I waiting till 3:30 am, and the back door kicked open and IT WAS SANJUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. My universe lite up! I love him so much.

Now, I am realizing SHIT happens..........You have to be stronger than that. It takes time, but it is time to move on!

xo,

-CRE8TIVE MOJO