Cre8tive Mojo Talks #YourSuperPower

I remember when I was a JUNIOR in High School, I had one of the BEST years of my life. It wasn't because I was going through LESS shit, then I am going through now. It was because I had MYSELF with ME. SHE was wholesomely, ,passionately, powerfully THERE with me, and I was there WITH HER. WE got through it together. That year, I ran spring, winter track, did field hockey, won a JAZZ solo in chorus, my grades were getting way better, and my HS crush, actually noticed me!

I was still going through the family drama that I have lived with all my life, but that year---SHE was with me....and through out the years, I gave her up. Then, I met my second love, and seeing him on stage always reminded me of HER. Yet, it was painful going there with myself---I HAD COMPLETELY LOST HER. When my 3rd love came, his gentleness calmed me down---and made me want to have her with me again.

How did I lose her? Slowly, little by little, money, business, and everything else started to take OVER my life....It took awhile to realize that I NEED TO GO GET HER BACK. This year, I had a little bit of an Eat, Pray, Love" Moment. My solo trip to Miami laying on the sand in MID-AFTERNOON, eating the delicious food, seeing the beautiful art, and medi†ating. Suddenly, SHE APPEARED AGAIN. It was as if, I was laying there on the sand, and looked over to FINALLY---actually see her. She was there with me again, but it just for a moment---till I was on vacation. I HAD HER---WITH ME AGAIN. THEN, When I came back to reality ---she was gone. I was lost.

Recently, after my breakup=== I was a miserable person. Nothing made me happy. I was desperate to have her with me again. I prayed, went to therapy, and asked the universe....I worked on letting things go that go in the way of me & her.... 2 months of intense therapy and soul searching---I finally found her....and she will be here to stay.

-Cre8tive Mojo