Cre8tive Mojo talks 2020 ending!

This year was crazy----2020 will go down in history....

I made it and I am fucking happy.

It started in the beaches of Hawaii--- cruising the Nepali coast with my brother-- island hopping, hiking up Hawaii,

When I tell you how I started 2020, It felt like another year.

LIke----what?

My second business was doing good and I had help in my first business.

Then, I had to make the call to shut down both and tell my clients to stay home--in MARCH.

No one wanted this---4 month with no income coming in---just living off savings and I thanked my lucky stars for not rushing to moving out of my parents house (original plan),

Little people know I was still nursing a heartache from my breakup summer 2019.

2020 was supposed to be MY year to upgrade, but it became MY year to let go of expectations of myself. I finally started letting go of MY BULLSHIT. YES, that was me playing hours of THUG LIFE---being number 1 fucking up peoples virtual properties. yes, yes , yes-----that was me naked laying on the nude beach on sandy hook--- giving ZERO FUCKS. Yes, that was me seeing a cop. Yes, that was me leaping out of my dating hiatus like a leopard. Roooarrrrrr. Yes, yes, yes that was me going back on the schedule---going beast mode--rebuilding my businesses as good as I can.

Yes, yes, yes that was me saying NO and moaning---yes.

I had my ex loves come back to me-----two of them-----said my last goodbyes. I had relatives disappoint me, the last time. I got hurt --I healed...I set better boundaries. I let go----and got better. I. had some of the best nights of my life. I danced naked to the moonlight, with the beach water at my feet and techno playing. I escaped to the city for a fun girls night in. I mean, it was so fun!

DON'T ASK AND I Won't TELL. I made hard choices. Let's just say--- I thanked my lucky angels---universe----and family and friends who got me through----my cats---especially my cats.

SHIT HAPPENS: 2020

I remeber crying in the parking lot---afraid to get milk from the store---thinking I would get corona.

The stories..The people who didn't make it. The sadness, and the fear.

NOW, a second wave is hitting us. No more Mexico trip----and I just don't know how I am going to deal. I keep thinking----how will I make it---again?

It is getting scary.

I started putting more Netflix shows on the QUE. I got back into working out. I counted my lucky stars.

But THANK GOD YOU ARE OVER--2020

PEACE OUT!

xo

Cre8tive Mojo