Cre8tive Mojo talks 2021
- Jan 7, 2022
- 2 min read
I pissed off a LOT of people in 2021, because I simply changed. I was no longer being the medicine to people's problems.
It was the year I listened to my inner child, released my people pleaser ways and became a real savage. I felt guilty being this selfish, but then i thought how many times I got fucked over because I was way too nice, so I said fuck it. It's me, myself and I. Sometimes, I miss her---the OLD ME and other times, I am happy I learned to put that energy into myself and be selfish. I just got the courage to be more authentic. Trust me, NO one, I mean no one deserves the fake YOU. The more authentic you are in your connections, the less people you will have in your life.
I don't know how to say it----but you are what you attract. If you expect people to be REAL with you, and you are completely people pleasing or not being YOU-YOU---then how can you expect another to be themselves as well. We are flawed by nature. We are human....but that is what makes us interesting. OK done with mentor talk!
It all started to make sense why my relationships never seemed to work out. I was not TRULY myself, and I might not have ever loved THEM either, because who is to say they were completely being them.
I know---it gets tricky----but IF YOU ARE A BITCH--THAN BE A BITCH. IF YOU ARE AN ARTIST--THEN BE AN ARTIST---AND IF YOU ARE A WENDY WILLIAMS SHOW FAN--THEN BE A FAN~ SO your soul family can find THE REAL YOU!
In the end, who gives a shit anyways. .....Actually, no I am really done being preachy---but fuck it I AM PREACHY I WILL BE PREACHY!
point being, all my inner child healing lead me to being a more authentic person. I learned that I enjoyed a peaceful life. I valued being home with my cats and being at peace. I value my creativity and my voice. I value being heard on a deep level. I value being seen in my relationships. And I value being in relationships that I feel i can be my complete self. The healing is still continuing. Anyways---2022---let's make it another great and AUTHENTIC one.
love always,
Cre8tive Mojo
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