Cre8tive Mojo talks almost love (part 2)

cre8tive mojo

As my definition of LOVE is changing, so am I.

ALMOST, love is hard because it's close but doesn't cut. The hardest part of ALMOST LOVE is how REAL it feels and HOPEFUL. How does it ALMOST make it? It's like losing a game by 5 seconds by 1 point. So close, yet so far. I remember loving the ALMOST part of ALMOST LOVE. When he almost says I love you! Or when he says it, but he doesn't ACT like he loves you. IT was thrilling watching the game so close, every move counts---every goal, every FUCKING second is exciting, because you don't really know if it's LOVE or ALMOST LOVE.

AT TIMES, it feels like the RISK you are taking to wait it out until the 4th quarter is worth it, and other times, it feels like you are a FOOL for even waiting it out at all. However, as I get older and, a little more mature, ---I value a connection more, something solid. I am becoming more of a long term investor rather than a day trading.

It was a sad reality to face that maybe....I not only WANT more, but dare I say, I am craving it. I am craving someone who knows how I like my coffee and sex. I am craving someone who doesn't think I am fucking crazy for my love for cryptocurrency, spirituality, eyebrows and other crazy weird shit I keep discovering, because I get bored easily and therefore I am constantly evolving. I am craving someone who GETS me! I am craving for someone who won't run away from me, who will have ALL that it takes to not just be with someone like me, but thrive with someone like me. I am craving ALL of someone so i can FINALLY give all of me.

In the hearts of hearts---- its true --I AM FUCKING DONE WITH ALMOST LOVE!

I'm ready for REAL LOVE, AGAIN.

-CRE8TIVE MOJO